well guys im just turning 18,i play high school baseball,an i use to date a lot of girls,but for some reason im looking an wonting guys. this is were i need some help.i run a lot after school,an there is an older guy i see on my run each day. out in his yard just setting there an ,one day i said hi to him an a few days later i stoped an talked with him for about 5 hrs.an he ask me if i would like to come over an cut his grass on sat for him. an i could do so every week if i wonted to.so we got to know each other.i found out he was 55 retired,an had a good life untillabout 5 yrs earlyer. an i found out he lost his wife an son a few years b4.an that he was now all alone,but the more i got to know him the more i wonted him for sex,i know i have never had it with a guy but i just wonted him,so bad.i would go home an jack off 4-5 times each day just thinking of HIM i just got horney.an i knew he saw me getting hard because one day he ask me if i was having sex with a girl because he saw me on hard some times.when the girl next door came past.an i told him no i was not that me an my girl had broken up,an that i was resting from daiting,girls.an he said that is ok son u will be back in the saddle in no time at all.i was wontting to tell him i wonted him for sex,not a girl but i was afraid to tell him.so it went on for a while an one day we was talking an i ask him if he wonted to get marryed again,an have more kids an he said no son.im getting to old at 55 to have more kids.he said u r the only kid i will have now. i didnt know how to take that.an boy when he said that my little cock got so hard i almost passed out an fell on the ground next to him,,, he said son r u alright,an i said yes sir.an cover my hard on.so now i need to know from u guys HOW TO TELL HIM HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIM OR SHOULD I not tell him.he is already making plands around me an him doing things together.when school is out.said this is his way to help me out.i think he kind of know about me but has never said or done anything to let me know he knows.but i am going to say something to him so he will know but i just dont know what,CAN U GUYS HELP ME OUT SO I DONT MESS IT UP.THANKS JAMESCHAD18